biggest fear in life.

2 am.and this question coming to my mind.what is your biggest fear in life ?the answer can be so many and variative, and it is depends on what the people experience it thru their life.fear of failure.fear of losing.fear of being judge.fear of being losing control.fear of being poor and etc. but how about mine …

Miserable.

have you ever feel miserable in life and start to thinking about, what if the life you have been choose is a total failed ? wanna know what is the hardest part ? to admit that me, myself is a failure to the people around me. Oh lord, what i have sin so bad that …

31.

it’s just passed midnight, just another year with 18th april.turning 31 today and feel like …. oh well, i made it. thinking about these number when I was only a teenager and dreaming about what it’s look like to live my life on being thirties. I hope I know what it looks like at that …

What Could Happend in 3 Months ?

2021 udah jalan hampir 3 bulan, and what is actually happend with me in the last three month ? Let's sums it up. Di Januari, akhirnya masa sekolah 4,5 tahun itu berakhir sudah gaes ~ aku udah S.Ikom #CIYE Penantian 4,5 tahun akhirnya terbayar lunas dengan gelar dan dinyatakan lulus walau revisi akhirnya tetep bikin …

Another feb.

Last day of feb. Just another feb. Just another month that i hate. Among twelve month in a year, i still can't get it why everything bad in my life is always happend on feb. My anxious is always getting bad on feb. Everytime January will be end, i feel like something will be happend …

11 Days Before 2021.

Hola. 20th December 2020.11 Days before 2021.Will i write about my resolution for new year ?Nope. Just want to write of what i learned a lil bit about, giving.Been busier than ever for the last two months on work and almost have no social life, yet it's still pandemic. Even so i still manage my …

Day 30 : What I Feel When I Write #30DaysWrittingChallenge

Finally ! Ini akan jadi postingan terakhir di #30DaysWrittingChallenge. And what i feel when i'm writting all of this post ? Hmm. it's a mixed feeling of course.Satu bulan terakhir, gue belajar konsistensi, untuk nyempetin nulis tiap malem. Tiap malem, setelah pulang dari kantor, gue sempetin buat buka laptop dan nulis. Meskipun, bolong juga kelolosan …

Day 29 : My Goals for The Future #30DaysWrittingChallenge

Talking about goals that as long as i can remember, i stop having one on my 25th birthday. Dulu bangettttt, selayaknya teenagers yang punya banyak goals ingin ini di umur sekian, ingin itu di umur sekian, gue pun sama. Dreaming about pengen kerja di sini, pengen itu, pengen ini, sampai akhirnya mencicipi rumitnya hidup dan …